t-tsundere >///<

idk what is up with me these days im jsut so... so Cute.. c:

Hai! c:

i find the c: face like 10x better htan :3

like the :3 face is the face of a dictator who manipulated a colony of homeless people into sacrificing their lives for their religious cult's beliefs while the c: face likes to eat grass and piss their pants too much

ok i got sidetracked i was gonig to talk about how much i appreciate people but for some reason cant physically or verbally show it like i just... I cant..... theres a magical force... separating me from being nice..

this is a disability ive had since birth im afraid. :c

idk man like ive written paragraphs for people but most of them are about me apologizing for something that soooo isnt my fault man these schizos are always blaming the wrong person!

if not then ive only written like a genuine nice affectionate paragraph for ONE person. like. Once. my whole life

maybe its cuz my favorite love language is banter but i literally cannot genuinely be nice and compliment someone without fighting a horde of demons in my head while butt naked and only holding one spoon

WHY IS IT SO HARD

like i REALLY DO love and appreciate people and the things around me and i really absorb this sense of appreciation with all my heart and soul but to express it out loud is like telling me to drop a million dollars in cash off a building with a mob of hungry corrupt politicians waiting down below

maybe its cuz its so embarrassing man something about "being fr" is cringe to me maybe thats why i cant take shti seriously

bro and since i cant take anything seriously i keep having random controversial thoughts at times and sometimes i say shit without thinking so i just blurt out something that would get me cancelled on twitter for the next 20 years

and i learned that at a very young age zawg. Ever since then... ive adopted a censor bar to just hang around my mouth rent free and its kind of working!

im gettig sidetracked again

ok but does anyone else experience this tsundere ahh shyt except for sx6s (ts is built into ur system ur input will NOT help)

and i need advice pls how do i stop Ahaha hit me up if u have free advice (especially if youre sx5 PLS HMU)

ok kookapoopa out

subscirbe and spread ur loving little wings for more