26th February 2026

shit

almost a whole month later and im back but i SWEAR i didnt know time moved this fast and also ive been on the GRIND!!!no not grinding for money im still broke in fact im gonna be MORE broke in a few days because im getting my HAIR DYED!!!!!!


but anyway the past like 20 days ive just been grinding  manhwas bro im fulfilling my childhood dreams. reading gay men smut.

when i was like 12 i read my first bl manhwa Well idk if u can really call it bl if theres no love involved but it was killing stalking and it took me like six months to finish the 60+ (i think) chapters because i kept procrastinating and had severe short attention span issues i guess. somehow my attention span was so short i couldnt even laze around in bed to read. r we fr. how did i survive school i will never know

then my second ever was like bj alex or something. holy FUCKKK its been so many years yet i will NEVER FORGET that one chapter where donggyun was drunk and went on the live holy shit Ohh im getting flashbacks lets stop talkig now

then i read a few other manhwa like bloody sweet and suicide boy but they arent bl and idk maybe there was more but i stopped. then when i was like 15 i think i read orv manhwa and didnt realize it was incomplete and couldnt fuckiig wait for new chapters i guess so i dropped that as well FUCK!!! now iv forgotten eveyrthing that has happened and i need to reread EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


one MILLION years later. im almost 17 now and i dont know where this gaytivation came from but all of a sudden i guess i was throbbing and yearning for smut and i binged like 16 BLs so far and i WILL!!! be reading more!!!!! guildmate next door PLEASEE UPDATE HOLY SHITTTTTT yeowoon im unwrapped and READY for you

now im gonna rate some bls that ive read recently. ok. might get cancelled for thsi and i will happily be degraded online come at me


lost in the cloud 8/10 artstyle is great story is pretty good but cirrus pmo and the ending isnt reallyyy that good???

no returns after use 5/10 im scared and turned on but especially scared

tashiro-kun why are u like this 8/10 MY CUTIESSSS not a manhwa but PLEASE FUCKING RELEASE NEW CHAPTERS NOWW

painter of the night 7/10 whole lotta grape. nakyum is just a babeh leave him alone. ending had me kicking my feet screaming into a pillow at 5am

secret in my head 7/10 i hate when someone besides the ml is obviously way better for the mc. why do u do this to me.

stalker's game 6/10 yikes.

pearl boy 8/10 FUCKING HATE amnesia trope but at least side story resolved that. dooshik got weird tho but for the majority hes one of the greenest flags ive ever seen in a top

the guild member next door 10/10 FUCKING ;OVEEE YOU YEOWOON I LOVE Y OU

a room without windows 7/10 short and sweet but the top is too childlike for the morality of this sex thing to not be questionable


theres morebut i would rather not bring some of them up haha umm

anyway so this is what ive been up to since my last post. just fuckign reading gay porn mags basically. good day to u too

mihgt reread orv to catch up. may not. may kill myself in the next 5 days. school hasnt really accepted my enrollment thing i think. literally may become a schoolless jobless maybe homeless kid readingn smut in a few days. who knows. may die from a car crash in an hour. u never know.


thts all. Goodnight 😴

sweet dreams~ My little munchkin ♥


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